I need coffee this morning! I am going to have a good attitude today but first I need a few cups of coffee. Why is it that no matter how much or how little I sleep I feel like I could bite someones head off if they come near me before that first cup of coffee. Even in childhood before I was allowed to drink coffee I was always been crabby in the morning.
I can say over and over again that this is going to be a great day and I even believe that but I can't get out of the fog I am in. I am actually much better when I am on a later schedule and I can't quite figure that out. If I could go to bed at midnight and wake up around eight or nine I would be better but when I have to get up at six I feel like a zombie. I am not kidding either I have no balance when I get up so I walk slowly down the stairs hoping not to fall and watching for the dog who is excited that I am up. I kind of have to hug the wall for a bit until my vision and balance wake up.
My question is why were some people born to get up early?! My mom gets out of bed in a good mood. She likes to be up early and she never wants to shoot someone in the toe just for asking a question before that blessed first cup of coffee. I have tried to change my attitude right when I wake up by laying in bed a few seconds thinking about it and reshaping my morning out look and that just makes me want to sleep more.
I don't think I can be a morning person so I guess what I can do is make sure my attitude is in check as soon as the first sip of coffee hits my lips. I can reflect and work on the shaping my attitude as I drink that desperately needed cup of coffee.
Also I can spend my time planning a business that will allow me to change my schedule so that I can work later and sleep on a schedule that I can tolerate. If I were to have some sort of consulting business I could schedule clients after ten in the morning, if I were to try freelance writing I could write all afternoon and pick it up again after hubby goes to work (he is on a third shift) and go to bed later. So I am up and working on the second cup of coffee now. Hope you all have a great day like I am going to have.