Friday, March 11, 2011
Diet and Exercise Progress
It snowed last night so my hope is for it to melt by noon and we can go for a walk. I would go anyway if I had a pair of boots that didn't give me giant blisters.
So I am not doing great on my diet. I am not doing bad most days but now that I am more active I just get really freaking hungry. Then I make bad choices because I want something now. I have not gained any weight but I am staying steady at about 6 pounds of weight loss since starting Weight Watchers.
I quit my job, well sort of so I will have plenty of time to work out. I told them I would be looking for different job. I felt bad about leaving but I couldn't keep lying to myself about liking the job. It was really wearing on me. Now they will try to replace me but I let them know I could work until then on my regular shift only. I could have work for a month or just a week. I don't know but I can find something where I don't have to answer suicide and abuse calls. It was only a fraction of the calls each one are still on my mind. It will probably take me months to stop thinking about them.
I think I didn't want to quit because of all the nice people that worked there. I would have loved another job at this agency but this one was not for me. That is okay the search is on for a new part time job. One where I go to work and do my job and at the end of the day I leave my work there.