Feeling Anxious

I am feeling very anxious that I don't have a job yet. We finally found a housing option that we would love but I would need to have a job first. We found a place that we can build a house for a good price on our own lot. We really like the idea and we loved the model homes.

I have put more resumes out there than I can count. I have had a few interviews and I am really hoping and praying that I will have a job by December. I had an interview on Thursday for a job I really want. I have a lunch meeting with my mentor and first boss as a social worker. I also believe I have an interview on Tuesday for a factory job if they don't cancel.

I wish that not having a job was the only thing making me feel uneasy but I don't think that is it. I really don't want to take just any job such as a factory job. The job market here is not great so I can't just sit back and wait for my perfect job. I can't stop looking just because I interviewed for one that seems perfect. We need to keep saving money and that means I need to work. I think that I get really afraid that the fist job I am going to get is not going to be the one I want at all.

I am also trying to get my eating back on track and add some other work out to my evening walks with the dog and hubby. My elliptical is still making a clunking noise and we need to call sometime when they are open and my hubby is up because I can't do what they are asking me to do.

I love food that took time to prepare but I usually don't have time and I hate the mess. We ate well tonight: Miso veggies, noodle soup, Sesame Balsamic Chicken and green tea. I have good meals planned for tomorrow as well. Left over noodle soup and Lime chicken.